*hApPy BiRthday..芬*

31st August 2009..
yea..
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AH FEN".
(I purposely waited till 0000am to send you msg o..^^)
WEll...
As what I have promised...
I hanged out with you, vian and jie siang today!!
yea... Four of us for the first time!! ^^
We watched "UP".. Hehehhe..
Quite nice actually.. at least... released my tension a bit bit... ^^
butta...
That's really cold...
I keep shivering... Hahahha...
(Eeeee... The air-conditioner not steady pun.... Hehehe..)

After that..
We ate our dinner at BBQ Plaza..
And... we started to bla bla blaaaaaaaaaaaa especially you, vian.... Hehehhehee...
p/s: thanks, jie siang.. Hahahha... damn full o...

Ooops..
I met my primary school classmates..
They were having meal at Secret Recipe.
Hmm.. You, EVAN....teasing me.. (.. so bad...T__T )

Ohya..
Thanks you xiao gu gu...
Thanks for fetching me there today.
I feel better after spending "half day" in JJ.. Hahahaha...
p/s:dear... Dat's damn damn damn great to meet you today!!
You are my gift today... ^^

31st August

*睡一觉后, 应该没事了...*

p/s: keep it up, aikleng!

"No Ventured, No Gained"

Actually, l am afraid what would happened if l tell you what is inside my deep heart.. I scare myself by imagine l will lose you if l do so. There is no solution or nothing much can help if l keep hiding things from you, l know..
And, l wish there is no secret between us....
so, l choose to take the risk.
"No Ventured, No Gained"
I told you everything!!
Yes, EVERYTHING l can tell..

It is my fault...
I am the only one who leads to the failure in my life..
I am the one whom you can't completely believe in myself..
Nothing to say but sry...
Anyway,
Thank you for brightened my life..
I appreciate everything..
I have gained and learned a lots from you.
You are such a great gift for me...
No matter what happen, l still have faith in you.
Everything will be fine, l guess.......

睡觉

It is nice to sleep nowadays..
yes, "NOWADAYS"...
No other things but sleep...
yea.. concentrate to sleep... Hehehehe..
Good night!!
Time to hug my pillowssssssssssss.... ^^

^.^

thx dear..
I feel warm!! ^^
p/s: No matter what happen, I still have faith in you..

加油吧.. ^^

......慢慢看开了..
其实这样也好!!.....
原来一直以来都是这样.... 太傻了.
p/s: Hahahah, I just realize how ''smart" I am..
take it easy, aikleng.

^^

Hahaha... This is the 1st time l blogging via my phone.
^^(ntg to proud actually, but who care!! As long as l am happy) T__T ELeCtrIc shock!!... bit bit pAiN++ butta,Gud experience... HreHeHee!!
p/s:Erm, thx you very much for leaning me the two thick thick biology books... Heheheee...

T_T

I would say it is really an embarrassing day today!!
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butta..
"Every negative event contains within it the seed of an equal or greater benefit."
-Napoleon Hill

....so.. cheer up, aikleng!!

心思堅毅目標堅定..

對于林丹能夠“歷久不衰”，湯仙虎分析主要是林丹能夠控制自己的情緒波動。

“他是個性很強並懂得控制的球員，思想頑強，要從他手中拿到一局都不容易。”

他拿曾經在2000年悉尼奧運會爆冷奪標的吉新鵬和林丹作對比；“新鵬贏得悉尼奧運會金牌，但他因此賠上自己的球員生涯。要長期保持勝利的追求及激勵對勝利的欲望不易；但林丹可以，因為他的心思堅毅目標堅定。”

我覺得費特勒在球場上氣質很好，不管領先落后，都鎮定自若，看他打球太爽了。尤其網球賽在室外，視野開闊，看他打精準的反手，真的是一種享受。”盧蘭堅持看完今年的溫網，直到費特勒奪冠。費特勒始終不放棄的韌勁，讓盧蘭茅塞頓開。她終于知道，自己缺少的是什么？

(exerted from ChinaPress.com)

A talk on success...

Almost everyone has a wish to be successful. Whether it is to have a successful life, career, or even marriage, success is something that one needs to work at. Although success does not come easily, it is nevertheless not out of our reach.

The history behind successful people just shows that they believed in themselves. If Alexander Graham Bell had not believed in himself, we probably would not be communicating over the telephone, at least not until another individual had tried again and succeeded. By believing in himself and what he could do, Bell became one of the greatest inventors of our time. Although all of us may not have plans to invent things, we would certainly have plans to want to succeed in our lives.

Secondly, one must clearly have a vision in order to succeed. A vision is a picture you paint of the future and how you would like to see yourself fit in. What changes do you expect to see by achieving a certain goal? What are its advantages? How will it change your life for the better? By truly understanding what you plan to achieve and why, you will have a clearer picture of what you need to do. The vision would always be your guiding principle. When you think you are moving away from your goals, re-examine your vision.

It is simply no use to dream of achieving this and that if you do not have a plan on how to go about achieving those goals. If the goal you want to achieve is something quite ambitious, it would be advisable for you to break the goal down into smaller, achievable targets. Once you have done this, it is then possible to make plans for each of these smaller goals. Some of the plans may even require deadlines or time frame. If you plan well, your plans will serve as map to your success.

Another tip is to achieve success is to pick up some good qualities. In pursuing goals and dreams, one needs certain qualities. Perseverance, optimism and enthusiasm, for example, are some of the main qualities one needs to keep on going because in pursuing goals, one is likely to face many obstacles and hardship. Quitting sometimes may be the easy way out but perseverance can get you through. If you lack certain qualities, you should first develop them so that you can see your goals achieved. Nothing will seem difficult if you are serious about wanting to achieve your goals.

Success can rarely be achieved on one's own. Although individuals work hard at achieving success, it must be remembered that behind their success, stand some very supportive people. There are mentors, loving spouses and children and even friends who contribute to the success of these individuals. If you think you need some guidance or even assistance from anyone in order to succeed, do not hesitate to ask for their help.

In short, success is not something that is elusive and which can only be realized by certain individuals. It is within the reach of each and everyone of us. All we need to do is make an effort to take up some of the above suggestions and before we know it, we will be on the road to success.

p/s: are you ready, aikleng?

Principle of success....!!

"You Can't Hire Someone Else to Do Your Push-Ups for You"

You must do them yourself if you are to get any value out of them. Whether it is exercising, stretching, meditating, reading, studying, learning a new language, or practicing a new skill, you are going to have to do it. No one else can do these things for you.


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so.. ... keep it up, aikleng!!

p/s: I miss you so much.......
time to take a short break..
sis, when can we meet up o...

raiN-ing... **

It is raining now..
I just reached home after receiving acupuncture treatment.
I really "ENJOYed".. ^^
Oops...
It is time to rest..
My dear-- pillows... I am coming!! Good night.
Tomorrow will be better. ^^

eXperiment..**

Learning is really fun!!

Today, my classmates and I carried out our third experiment in the Chemistry laboratory in the morning. We did titration. HEheheh.. I did a good job. I got 15.50cm3 for each titration I had carried out which are the actual volume for the titration. Oh gosh, I managed to do that. Hahahha... I am really happy and proud of myself. This is the first time I feel so.. Yes, first time for the experiment I have done before.( What a sad thing to tell) ^^

On the other hand, it was really happy to have the chance to use the microscope and observe the animal and plants cells under the microscope. These cells, for instance, nucleus, cytoplasm, cell wall, vacuole, plasma membrane and chromatin were in my sight. They really looked cute, nice and fascinating! ^^ .. Well, I do wish I can view the these cells under the scanning electron microscope because I could not see chloroplast, mitochondria, lysosome and etc by using light microscope.
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These few days, I feel lazy to get up from the bed. The weather is very nice.Unfortunately, I have to wake up to clean myself before going to school. Well, I cannot complaint much as I am a student. I must behave like a student.. Hm-mm... (what do you think?)




p/s: Can I get it through.. I wish to get what I want. Please pray for me. ^^

19th August 2009

Oops.. My form teacher is not feeling well today. She is having fever. That is really sad. I hope she get well soon. Let's pray for her.

Nowadays, students are rushing to attend the tuition classes. Here raises a question. Is it is a necessity for students to attend these tuition classes? In my opinion, it is not a necessity to attend extra classes. Why do I say so? If students really pay attention during the lessons, they might absorb and understand what teachers teach. Also, by practicing and doing exercises, students can understand better and discover their weakness and try to improve it. This is the way to learn but not via attending tuition classes. Some students, their time are packed by the tuition classes. Plus, they do not focus via the tuition lessons are on. In this case, do you think tuition class really work for the students? Of course not, isn't? It is wasting their time and parents' money. However, it is undeniably weak students need tuition classes because their speed of learning are too slow. They need longer time to understand and absorb what the teachers teach in the class.
In conclusion, attending the tuition classes are not necessity. Self-discipline will do. However, life is not just studying. Life is fun. Let's enjoy life. ^^

*Language, I am loving it.

pillows............^^

I have a nice sleep last night. I have more than 10 pillows with me started from last night. I am very happy.
p/s: please do not envy me ya.. It is not really good to do so.. Hehehhe..

I am still not firm.
I am trying to have fun in all fields because LIFE IS FUN, isn't it?
......
I went for training this evening. Although it was bit tired, but I did enjoyed.
For me, I feel it is really useless and wasting time if you do not give your best in what you have choose.
Thank you very much to my body!! I love you. I can play badminton because of you. I feel I am useful. HAhahah...
My day was dull in the morning. I felt sleepy. I was aimless. No strength for me to study.
Luckily, I managed to get through by positive thinking. I told myself I cannot waste my time doing nothing in school but learn new things.
After school, I went to consult En. Sehaimi. We had a short talk. And I do find something I am searching for( at least a bit bit).
Yea.. My life is on the right track. I must feel happy and have fun.
Do not waste time thinking I cannot do this and that.
Enjoy life!!

Be Clear Why You're Here..

"Learn to get in touch with the silence within yourself and know that everything in life has a purpose. "
--Elizabeth Kubler-Ross

With a purpose, everything in life seems to fall into place. To be ''on purpose'' means you're doing what you love to do, doing what you're good at and accomplishing what's important to you. When you truly are on purpose, the people, resources, and opportunities you need naturally gravitate towards you. The world benefits, too, because when you act in alignment with your true life purpose, all of your actions automatically serve others.

Without purpose as the compass to guide you, your goals and action plans may not ultimately fulfill you. You don't want to get to the top of the ladder only to find out you had it leaning up againt the wrong wall.

Butta....

You know what?
I DO NOT KNOW MY PURPOSE.
I'm miserable.
Why am I so miserable?
What am I doing?
I feel a bit lost actually..
I feel my inner is lack of something.
(This is what I have to admit..)
Am I not strong enough?
Or.... I am too weak although I may look strong in others' mind?